A Fresh New Year, A Fresh New Me

As i sit here typing i think only a few things, one is what my next word is going to be, and the second is the limit to the amount of possibilities i am going to face in the next year ahead of us. Is it to late to start planning ahead for 2010, I'm just way to excited. With a new year, comes a new me, i am still me, just different. I needed a change from who i am seeing I've been this person for a whole year, but its not in the context you would think of. Im not going to strip my identity bare of all its flesh and bone, I'm not even changing my personality, I'm just changing my look and perception of the next years ahead of me. First things first, I'm not making guarantees but i am going to try and find a way of talking and expressing the emotional and artistic ventures which are rummaging inside my squishy brain, its getting a bit cramped up there and i need an outlet for it. I think blogging is going to become (like for many others) my output into the cyber world. In the next few weeks i start my most creative thing that i have ever dreamed of doing, i start filming for my HSC Drama IP. I chose to film a raw reality on real life, not some smoochy made up crap thrown together at the last moment, its fake, but its the fake you see in movies, the one which is so believable. I may not be an expert at a camera, or the best at editing, but the whole concept is to put what you have to the limits and make the best piece of work possibly adaptable with your resources and knowledge. I am excited to start the new year, its going to be full of great expectations, and hopefully acceptance into a course which i am dreaming of getting into, wishing luck is only part of the help i need to get into this, i hope that my passion is very noticeable to the three or four who pile through many portfolios to find the perfect applicants. To the new year i raise my wine glass (yeah, only 16 so its only water) and say "here's to new hopes, not only for me, but for everyone around me to." Take a look outside, its a revolution.