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The Hedgehog's Dilemma,

An analogy regarding the human struggle for intimacy.

Afraid to be stabbed, many of us only get so close to one another forming weak relationships and being complacent with it.

The ones closest to me are the ones who have hurt me the deepest.

I have strong relationships, or nothing at all.

I feel that I am the masochistic hedgehog, running about bleeding,
Scaring,
Repeat.

I like it that way.

Never comp… Continue

I had a dream recently, similar to the rest in its detail and realism, although very different from the everyday nonsensical fun dreams. Those dreams I dream of doing things not thought possible in this reality...
However..I think of my dreams as an alternate dimension/alternate reality, and when you see it my way, the things that go on in my dreams, in my head can seem like reality... or, a reality of sorts.

At first I was randomly bored and unhappy wondering around my reality, not really sure… Continue

Embedding is disabled on most of the films posted on Youtube, So I shall post the links here:

City Paradise (I am quite fond of this one fo' sho')
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RURAUdRuMUw&feature=related

NOW Film Festivals channel:
http://www.youtube.com/user/nowfilmfestival

The title is misleading if you think it means something it doesn't. In actual fact it's just terrible English.

I don't like to explain myself, I don't feel I need to. However, it is very useful in this instance to understand how I mostly write.

Usually something will get caught momentarily in my head and I feel the need to just start writing, I don't know anything but the question I am asking myself. Then I write whatever I think of, and whatever thought that thought has spurred, and so on and… Continue

It is not imperative to "know" one another
I am what is in front of you, nothing more nothing less.
Anything more is unnecessary, a morbid curiosity, entertainment.

None of us truly know ourselves, and we constantly change; evolving with our surroundings.
How do we expect others to know who we are?
How can we think we know each other?

Why does it matter?

People speak lies, only what we see, touch, taste and hear is real.
We can never interpret one another the right way through language, even… Continue